is a nasty little critter.

i remember there being a time where expectation for someone equated to not giving up on that person.
i remember there being a time where expectation for someone meant that you cared for that person.
i remember there being a time where expectation for someone signified a strong belief in that person.

i remember there being a time where expectation for someone denoted hope.

but yknow, right now, im just thinking and wondering if expectation even is a good thing.

when you get to know someone better, its normal (most definitely) that you'll have some expectation for that friend to live up to. i mean, its like certain things you would expect a friend to do.

but then with expectation, disappointment comes. no?

to even be disappointed in the first place, youd need to expect something and not get it.

im wondering, if i should just trash all that expectation. reset everything back to zero.